Memories like bullets; they fired at me from a gun.

Why now? It's been two years, and now you decide to apologize to me. I don't think you realize the bull shit you put me through last year.

I would go to school and was already dealing with my own shit, aside from you. You took yourself out of my life and you were my best friend. Not only that, but you dated my other best friend, and took him with you. Then, more drama smacked me in the face, taking my next closest friend away. To tie all that up, my boyfriend left for college. The only good thing out of all of that, was the one guy I met that is still my best friend today.

That summer was shit, and it was mainly because of you. I had heard later on that you were contemplating suicide, and I still cared, after all that you did to me. I still tried to reach out. Only to be talked about at school saying I was fucking the guy who was my best friend. That's just a small dosage of the shit that was dished out to me. I took it all, and I didn't deserve any of it.

Now, you apologize? Two years after the fact? You deny that you are doing this because of your recent break up, but I'm not stupid. You have no one left now. All you have are the guys you have hooked up with, which is sad. And you think I'm going to accept the apology and everything will be okay again?

Well, guess what? A lot of shit has happened in two years and I have changed. I am stronger and more mature. I have grown up a lot, and no matter how many times you apologize, I will never be able to fully forgive you. Never.